Farewell from Havok.......

[KST_HAVOK]

To all who knew me and to all who didnt,

I am officially leaving =kSt= for reasons i cant explain. People sit there and talk crap about me over and over. Like how "kromix and sirus are ok" and "havok is the reason people dont like you guys". Well kromix was the one who taught me how to play. Kromix was the one who showed me the disarm tricks and turned me into the pvper i am today. I love never summer so i will stay here but not as the pker you all know. This world has turned into a bunch of people who all they want to do is run around and level. Noone wants to get pked and noone wants to party with kst. The name kst has become obsolete. People see it and it is a automatic sign of hate. So i am leaving. I realized today that you either have to be a follower, or be hated as a leader, someone who stands out, or someone people fear. We have engaged many wars with people and then become dillusional upon the events which follow.

I have killed other guild leaders and i have been slain by them but i never expected to be destroyed by my own leader and friend. Kst was my creation, was my baby, it was something i created. And for anyone to out of the blue say that i was not even anything and to publicly humiliate me like that .....well......its not worth fighting for. I tried to make kst great and i tried to do whatever it took to make kst something people would either fear, or love. But ultimately i guess kst has become nothing but this evil group of people where everyone feels they have to gang up on to destroy...

So to everyone i offended and to everyone who i have slain and made my enimy... i am sorry and i will not be that person again.

[TerminalVelocity]

Dude look im sorry bout my coments, you dont have to leave Kst or stop pking. No i dont know you i was partying with kromix every day a few months ago when kromix was the only kst on here. During that time me kromix pked ppl sure but we kinda had some limits, hell we were close to but not disciple of nominus, lol. As you know i was going to join Kst man but my computer killed itself. Returning recently and catching up with a few changes and few old friends and enemies it became clear that the landscape had changed. ike you i dont wanna be that guy everyone hates man and I know you and Kromix and the others can work things out but like I said PvP is 1 part of NS 4 a fun part - well its supposed to be. But when ppl pk low lvls way below them (not just you or KSt) but get on shout when higher lvls kill you back man it kinda aint sportsmanlike really. I dont have a problem with you, Kst or PvP man honest. What i realised myself is some of the PvP methods being employed are killing other peoples fun. I mean I didnt know this but someone i killed 3 time at lvl 1 in the 1st 30 min they where ever on this server got offers from like 4 or 5 high levels to come and kick my but! That aint what i want man and it sounds like it aint what you want.

To conclude - Stay kst man work stuff out just change with kromix etc some of kst methods. Like if sleeth is being att go for it man like a bat out of hell or if some okies squash a kst hunt him down man (Once) but for heavens sake I do wanna lvl my guys a bit to (without looking over my sholder the whole time cause im wearing a guilds tag)

[Dynmi]

TerminalVelocity hit the spot, though this isn't just about people outside KST.

[Charles I]

It is unfortunate that you feel you must leave your KST. We have had a number of running battles and they have taught me how to PvP more effectively. The built-in rivalry between factions makes PK inevitable. Should there be any restrictions or guidelines for acceptable PK in addition to what currently exists? Hope you enjoy your new life.

[Kromix]

To all who knew me and to all who didnt,
[...]but i never expected to be destroyed by my own leader and friend.[...]

[...]Kst was my creation, was my baby, it was something i created.[...]

[...]And for anyone to out of the blue say that i was not even anything and to publicly humiliate me like that .....well......its not worth fighting for.[...]

[...]I tried to make kst great and i tried to do whatever it took to make kst something people would either fear, or love.[...]

rethink that... i didnt destroy anything... you for the most part know how mellow i am... the choice was not mine

it was your creation, your baby... ok i'll give you that, but what about all i have given to it? I kept it alive after Balls left, I Gave it Housing in Aantionch and here. Besides that and some other random stuff... I GAVE UP DMing opportunities various times JUST to keep the TAG alive!!!

people say stupid sh##, why do you even listen to half of them...

and it turned that way, its just people like to hate more than love... or have you not seen the allies we have? (not to be mentioned for safe keeping)

[Terminal Insanity]

To all who knew me and to all who didnt,

I am officially leaving =kSt= for reasons i cant explain. People sit there and talk crap about me over and over. Like how "kromix and sirus are ok" and "havok is the reason people dont like you guys".

You explained it pretty well. And fear not, krom even sold out all of KST just to bring in a bunch of dip heads to take the heat off you, just look at the new roster of lework and okies, cmon!

[Terminal Insanity]

Oh, and now that you've twisted me with this little bit of drama, i'll explain exactly whats going on.

Me and you partied with krom, and the rest of KST 100% fine, untill one day when i met you on giant mountain and PKed you for a laugh, as i have with many KSTs, krom included, and even some DM players, and many, countless others.
You respawned before i could even shift-f1 for a raise scroll, and started cussing me out. Even after i told you it was a joke and was going to raise you.

"nobody wants to party with kst" lmao, i used to party with you guys every day untill you threw the fit, and krom told me i couldnt party anymore untill i appologized to you.
The name KST hasent become 'obsolete', it has become watered down, bound with tears, and full of people KST used to fight against. Nobody wants to party with KST anymore because KST doesnt stand for anything. Its just there to TRY to PK people.

Another thing you did wrong was call the guild /yours/... krom did all the work, at least in ns4. i never even saw you untill recently... it was always kst krom... infact, i didnt even know you were the leader untill i just read this post. i always thought you were just a 'RL' friend of krom's

and finaly, i'll leave you with a big
LOL
for the way you dramatized this whole event.

[Yonwe]

Well, seems like this is going to get quite bad quite fast. Locked for preventitive reasons.